crazy-raver's Diaryland Diary

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yo,

this entry will be in all lower case.reading vee's entry got me thinking, but i will get to that later in my entry. first things first, the weekend. i went to desmoines hooked up the dsl, came back went back later the next day to reinstall vista and set up the internet for a desktop and a lap top. got back hooked up nilaphay's wireless internet and came back took a poo and showered. things have been pretty bland here in ames for me. go to class see chuck and vee sleeping eat some food. talk to chris g. on the way up and on the way down. we talk about random stuff. see alex get home from class on his comp or playing fft. i applied for copy works and pap johns lets wait for a call. plz gebus. what am i do to? hehehe.my outlook on life seems to be pretty bleek. i just gaze along and see how other people react to siutations. very rarely do i get a chance to act how others would normally not. i see bob, the secret roommate. i guess he would be doing pretty well for him self. studying hard, partying secretly hard on the weekends, and chatting to a girl on the side. what?! yes, i was surprised at first to see that girl...jessica? i think her name was. the first night i didnt think she looked that great, but she looks pretty nice in normal casual clothing. i'm sure hes doing well in his aspirations in getting the girl, and hes doing it in his own way, atleast thats what i hope, hahahaha. in reality i don't really know the relationship bob has with her prior to me meeting her for the first time. from what i can understand is that they new each other in high school, it wasnt until somthing happened to bob they started talking. i dont know if its just me but i think he likes her. but to get to my point, hes doing something he wouldn't normally do. nilaphay and i have gotten alot closer than we once were. i think she has gotten over the fact that i crushed her dreams...hehehe....awwww.... :(
i know the old would have taken the chance of winning her over in a huge struggle of wills in an epic battle of dragons and unicorns...but i know am willing to wait and see were my future is taking me before i am willing to engage....in battle with her, hahhahaha. sometimes i feel alienated here in the appartment. not quite a lazy bum and uhhhh work--eer? but thats just the begining of things. i dont usually play games, i mostly look at porn---------hahahaha no i dont do that very often, atleast probably not as often as you all think. i watch movies on crunchyroll, mostly power rangers and the masked riders. i stop the episodes and i think to my self what am i doing. i think for a bit and i wonder if i will meet another. i know i may, and wonder what she will look like or behave. i think, to myself. alex is always saying he wouldnt be with a girl thats too crazy....crazy as in spontaneous. i think and say, theres nothing wrong with that. i think alex is most like masaru aoki lol vee knows what i mean. man i got side tracked reading some ippo stuff. but yeah, i dont think my standards are too high, i think to my self, id be happy with someone that i made happy. and because shes happy im happy and she makes me happy too. uhhh...yeah, i just thought of something that made me pretty mad. i came home vee was on my comp and chuck was on my comp, i wanted to go on my comp. i told him to move. he said vee was on his comp, i said it wasnt my problem, so move, he said it wasnt his problem that he was on my comp. end of story i reseted the comp he was on and booted him off my comp. i should move my comp out of vee's room. i may do that tomorrow. i wanna see how things will play out. chris are you upset at nikki? lisa are you?

well thats all for now.

laters guys and gals.

chungmong zong yang

10:22 p.m. - 2007-10-21

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