crazy-raver's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heaven Hell Nirvana Reincarnation Yo, I don't try to thought provoking. Its just that I think. So many things are going on. I wonder sometimes if things could be different, but I see that if they were they would not be the same as they are right now. I am lucky to have friends and a loving family. Luckier even to have a loving and devoted girlfriend. Of all the things I dont have, of all the things that I lack, Its money. Its a scary thing, money. It does so much and yet all it is, is paper. They are just notes. But I wouldnt trade my family friends and my loved one for this paper. They are the ones that feed off my thoughts and feelings. They care, question, and love me If I were to go to Nirvana nothing would happen. If I were to go to Heaven I would watch and do nothing as the ones I love and care for suffer If I were to go to Hell I would see the ones I hated and be punished for eternity If I were to go to live again I would become somthing that I would not know, or even remember what or who I was If I would do it all again I would My life is full of hardships, but I would have it any other way. Just watch me be me. I really love my life. Later guys and gals Love Nilaphay Always Chung Yang 5:07 p.m. - 2004-07-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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