crazy-raver's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Its started, the cataylst Yo, So uhhh. Nilaphay broke up with me. On the phone. Now I know how Jessica felt.....I didnt shed a tear. When you ask? As of 6/16/07 at 5:38pm She saw it fit not be with me any longer. I really dont have that bright of future, when it comes to careers. I guess I feel it now. Boy, does it hurt. Theres no use holding on, to what we once had. I know its hard to say that, but I have to make my heart stone. She says she still wants to be friends...But I dont want that. I wont make such a sudden change in perspective. I have to make my heart stone. From what sources say, she's been wanting to do it since Feb. She doesnt like what I've become. I start to feel....I filled my fafsa for next year. I'm going back to Iowa State. Before my aid will be released in the fall I need to pay off the 500 bucks I owe first. I intend to commit my self graduating and completing tasks along the way. This anguish... I feel more productive with it. Here are some goals I have thought up on the spot I now know what heartache come with love. Its painful. What makes it even more pain ful is that it was preventable. At the moment my I cant think very....openly about how things are and such. May in a while when my thoughts have calmed down a bit. Which path shall I take? (sigh) oh yea,...I pulled another raiza Well, I'll update more later. Thats all for now. Laters guys and gals. Chung 9:39 a.m. - 2007-06-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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